I'd better keep it short this morning. I'm still not feeling too well and I'm in a bad mood. It's real bad when you can't think of anything good to say. oooohhhh let me think.... something good to say.

I have Jesus, He's a friend to me and my Savior, I have a husband that is so very good to me. I even have a son that will put my socks on for me. Okay I'm feeling a little bit better in spirit anyway.

Have you ever notice that when the devil can't get to you in any other way, he waits until you're sick or not feeling well, then the old snake attacks?

You know when Jesus died on the Cross, He died for all the earth. Jesus destroyed death and hell, when He arose. He bruised satan's old head and defeated him. I like to imagine that every time a new soul is saved, Jesus, bruising one more time on that old serpent's head.

I think I'll call on Jesus to use His heal to bruise that old serpent's head again, for all the diseases and all the hurts and pain that satan, the snake that he is, has inflicted upon this earth, on so many million's of people. But most of all for all the lies he's told people to keep them from coming to Jesus Christ. That would make my day, if each one of you would join in with me and ask Jesus to bruise old satan's head for someone you know that is loss in sin, or for someone who is hurting for some reason. Whether it be physical pain or mental pain. Raise your hand to Jesus and say ''bruise him again, Lord ''!

I'd love to see your ''Bruise him again, Lord Jesus'' on the comment place.

Genesis 3:15
And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

Hey I feel better!

Until next time God bless.

Well my eyes still are red and scratchy. They feel as if there are fibers from a Brillo pad in them. Once in a while, when I can hardly stand it any more I wash them out with cold water. That's helps for a short time, but little by little the painfulness comes back.

I don't feel that well this morning. I think I've tried to get going, just a little too fast. I think I'll take the rest of the day and just sit back and rest.

I missed my son Bobby's birthday. It was yesterday. He even called and talked for a while. It just never dawned on me that it was the fifth of September. I am so sorry Bobby.

I looked at the calender this morning and realized it was the sixth. So I called him right away. Hopefully he'll forgive me again. No it's not the first time I have forgotten Bobby's birthday. It's not that I forget there is a September fifth, it's that it just kinda sneaks up on me.
Barbara and Yvonne stopped by to see us. They stayed about fifteen minutes before leaving to go have lunch with Joyce and JC, before going back home.

Right now Willard's gone to the grocery store to pick up some stuff we're out of. He said he'd bring me a burger home for lunch.

Things are going pretty well. I am blessed to have a wonderful husband such as Willard. He's one of the good guys.I don't believe there's a mean bone in his whole body. He's such a forgiving person. I've seen times when I wanted to choke someone because of something they said or did to hurt him. But he just takes everything in stride and tells me to just forget about it.
You know some people just don't think about the stuff that comes from their mouths. I'm one of the guilty ones, myself. We hurt people with our tongues just as bad as if we stabbed knifes into them. I think that we all should try harder keep of mouths in check. I know that I myself have hurt people many time by saying something crule and very uncalled for. I think that we consider if we can't get them any other way, We'll say something nasty to them to hurt them. And the only real person we hurt is ourselves. Because everytime we open our mouths for hurt, we hurt our own walk with God. God hears every idle word we speak
Matthew 12:36
But I say unto you, That every IDLE WORD that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment..

Matthew 15:11
Not that which goeth into the MOUTH defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the MOUTH, this defileth a man.

until next time God bless.

Setting here thinking about chemo, I am reminded of a little story I heard a few years ago. Here it goes to the best of my recollection.

A woman having cancer and on chemo went to her mirror to see just how she could better fix her hair that particular day. She never knew what the new day would bring because of her hair loss. Looking into her mirror, she saw three hairs, as she studied on the matter, she decided to part her hair in the middle, having one hair on either side and one flowing down the back of her head. she fixed her hair, sprayed it, to keep in place, then preceded to go on with her day.

The next morning as she gazed into her mirror, she saw that she had only two hairs to fix. As she studied again on the style she would ware for the day, she decided that she'd ware her hair in pigtails. Again she parts her hair in the middle, one hair on either side, sprayed the two fragile hairs in place and went on about her day.

The next morning as she walks over to her mirror, so tired from all the daily routine and treatments, she looked into her mirror to see only one hair remaining on her head. and she considered the one hair, she decided to ware a pony tail for the day. She takes the one hair and combs it to the back of her head, sprays it in place, and then does on with her day.

Now the next morning, she struggles to get out of bed, and on her feet. She walks over to where her mirror is to look and see no hairs on her head. A big smile comes upon her face as she says a little prayer of thanks to God. She said, Thank You God for taking the burden from me, now I don't have to worry how I am going to fix my hair.

The lesson of the story is, It's all about attitude. Where most would see her head and have pity on her. She had no self pity, and looked on each thing as a blessing. She found all the good she could from each circumstance that availed itself in her life. There is good to be found in every circumstance of our lives, it's up to us to look for it. Be of good attitude friends, find the good things that bless your life's daily

Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for Good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

until the next time, God bless.

When Joyce and JC came by to bring the seafood platters, I got the most wonderful surprise. Larry, their son and his wife Susan was with them. We had such a wonderful, talkative visit. My living was buzzing with conversation. Larry is a very handsome young man, He really does look much like his grandfather Glover. And he has such a good personality. And the cutest grin in the world. I can easily understand why Susan loves him so much. And Susan, she is so beautiful, inside and out. She's the kind of person that respects all people no matter fat ""like me"" or whatever a person may be. She seems to be a very intelligent person, and well read. I like her a lot. I really was excited that they came to see us.

I'VE GOT PICTURES...................................................

These picture is from left to right JC, Joyce, Larry, and Susan.

And here I just had to have a picture of Susan and me together.

Okay, so don't dare look at my messy house in the background.
Didn't I say don't look. lol.

Until next time, God bless

I'll tell you what, We have eaten like kings and queens the past couple of days. Thursday, Willard's brother and his wife Judy, brought over ''the best'' chicken casserole that I have ever had, string beans, jello topped with whip cream, and a delicious fruit salad.

And then, yesterday, Willard's brother Weldon and his wife Kay, brought over a beef stew that was just out of this world, field peas and her special red velvet cake.

Now let me tell you, anyone whom has never tasted Kay's red velvet cake is really missing something goooooood!

The church ladies-Kathy McAllister, Joyce McLamb and Nan Starling brought over a beautiful fruit basket from the church.

Willard's sister Joyce and her husband JC, will be bringing a fish plate back from the seafood restaurant they frequent in Fayetteville, today.

Oh, the joy of it all.

But let me do something I seldom do, let me be serious for just a minute. From the very bottom of my heart. I want all these people to know just how much you have blessed my heart. Each and every one has given me a feeling of being loved and cared for. It has really meant so very much to me. Thank you so very much.

Now back to not so serious lol. Willard's cleaning house? lol. There's enough dust around to plant seeds in. I'm really trying to obey the doctor and keep myself setting in my chair until Friday when I'll go back to be checked, and these ugly staples taken out. But it's so hard to do. Willard's doing his best to be everything, cook, bottle washer, nurse, husband, dad. He's having a real hard time of it.

And oh joy, David is cleaning in his room too.

I want to get in my sewing room so bad I could scream, but alas that too is not on my can do list.

If I could say one thing about my self today, it would be, Oh, how blessed I am, I am so truly blessed. Wonderful family, wonderful friends, and most of all a wonderful Savior walking by my side. Psalms 68:19
blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah.

The word ''selah'' means pause, think about what I just said. The Lord is the giver of all that we have. He has really overflowed my cup with blessings. He is the giver of my very salvation. Oh, praise God.

Until next time God bless.

Well I just got back from the doctors office""Vyas"". I have an infection in my eyes, so he gave me eye drops for that. Plus I have stuff growing on my tongue. Where that came from is any ones guess. He wrote me a RX for magic mouth wash. Hey I sure hope it's magic is fast, and can get rid of whatever it is. My tongue looks like I just took a lick off an ice cream cone, less the coldness. lol

There was a young girl at the doc, sitting right at us. She was talking to another woman about how she came in for the free meds, that Dr. Vyas gives to some of his patience's. She told of how Dr. Vyas wanted to examine her vaginally. She stated she didn't think she needed to be checked and had come unprepared for the test. She said something about her under ware. And guess who had to put her two cents in to someones conversation. """"ME"""" yes after all I have just had to have surgery for cancer. So I look at her and say, listen sweetie, you take all the test the doctor wants you to take, He doesn't want to see your under ware, he wants to protect you life. I continued with please take care of yourself, and I finished with the fact that I am fighting cancer at this very moment. She seems more thankful than irritated with me. But I really hope that all women will remember that cancer doesn't care anything about who you are, your social standing, age, race. Cancer could care less. I hope she got the message. I have a funny feeling that I was put there this morning for a reason.

And lastly my friends, Boy, do I hate being the barer of bad news, especially when it's my own. My cancer doc. called, The cancer that I have is not the same as before. It's a very aggressive kind. She wants to get started with chemo just as soon as possible. Sorry to be having to tell it.

I will be having chemo, she said every three weeks for six treatments. So please keep me in your prayers. And remember if you see a bawl head coming your way it just may be me.

Until next time God bless.

Well, I made it again! Oh, come on, grin, you know you're glad. or hmmm maybe not.

Do you really know what's funny to me? The doctor, Dr. Hanna. Well he was telling me the day of my surgery, (27Th) what dangers there were and what may happen, etc, etc. I just sat there politely listening with such a grin on my face, My non concern must have worried him, because he stopped what he was saying in mid sentence and asked, are you understanding what I'm saying to you Ms Glover. I looked at him with that grin still on my face and said, '' My life is not in your hands Dr. Hanna, It's in the Lords hands, and what He has hold on can not be taken by anything or any one''. He looked just a little annoyed and said (Oh, I see) as he proceeded on with the information he needed to tell me.

Night before last'' my last night at the hospital"" I had a most wonderful show of dancing, swirling things in a night display. I was lying in bed , Willard already asleep looking up into the ceiling, I saw a blurred spot, and watched as it began to get bigger and bigger, then started swirling around as it grew. I took off like a comic, tail in rear. Up and down, looped here climbing looping and swirling about as if a child at play. It lasted, I guessed around thirty seconds, and then gone just as it had came. from nowhere into nowhere. When it disappeared, what looked like black snow falling all over the room. I put my hand out to see the flakes falling in front as well as behind my hands.

Lying in bed last night I opened my eyes in the dark and thought about the sceptical of the previous night to discover that it was happening again. Being home in surroundings that I knew, I realized That I had pus and matter in my eyes, and sure enough, when examining my eyes closer, found a pretty good infection going on in especially one of them.

Sorry guys, I guess I'm not quite crazy yet. lol

Until next time God bless. And try smiling when you read this Willard, It's funny.