I'm here at Chapel Hill as I write this. I'm drinking that contrast,ugh. And I'm wondering what the cat scar will show. I have an appointment with Dr. Gehrig at 2:30 this afternoon. She will gve me the results of the cat scan then. I'm really hoping that the scan shows no new cancer growth' but I will except whatever God has allowed. The tablet that I have been taking keeps me broke out with a rash that iches constantly. Plus I have been having some pretty bad cramps in the abdomenal area. So I'm almost sure the cancer has returned. But for some reason I still have that faith within me that saids all things are possible with God. You know, God has a purpose for all that He allowes. Have you ever given thought to the fact that if not for God, what this world would be? God keeps many, many things from happening. He holds back many storms. He allows ths earth to spin at just the right speed so as to stay in orbit. There's so very much that is in God's control, things that we are unaware of. He is a great, great God. But He does allow some things to happen. Some of which we don't understand. But God has His reasons. God kn ows what He's doing and why. We just need to trust him.                 Until next time