Well, it's 2011. Just imagine reaping what you have sown. All the seeds that you have planted in 2010. The seeds of hate, the impassioned seeds, as we ignore someone in need. The seeds of jealousy, the seeds of pride, the seeds of the vainness. Now I could go on and on, but I think you get the picture. Each day that we live, we have emotions that sometimes seem uncontrollable. I myself have hated. I have sometimes ignore people that are in need. I would not say that I'm a vain person, but I'm sure I have acted vain at times. We, as human beings, are subject to all kinds of emotions. Sometimes we act out our emotions, and end up hurting people. We as human beings can't seem to put restraints on ourselves. We let our emotions rule their behavior and sadly our mouths.
Anyone that knows me well, knows that I can hold things in for a while. But after a while it all seems to explode, and then they know to get out of my way. And when I'm like that, I don't like the person I see in the mirror. I say things I don't mean and I do things that I'm ashamed of.
It's nothing more than me letting down my defenses and letting those fiery darts of satan get past my armor. It is truly a wonderful thing that the Lord has so much grace and so much mercy on us. Grace is getting what we don't deserve. And I know that I don't deserve forgiveness in any way, for some of the things I think, and even some of the things I do. But the Lord, has Mercy abounding. Mercy is God holding back what you deserve. And with the seeds I have planted in my life, I deserve far worse than I'm getting. But what I'm getting is forgiveness, through Jesus Christ our Lord. It's so wonderful that I do not have to reap what I have sown in 2010. I will say that I will try harder in 2011 be the Christian that I should be, but I know that I will fail again. And that's when I have faith that God's grace is sufficient for me also.

Until next time God bless and God save.

OH yea, I wanted you all to know David has a new girl friend. He seems so happy.