I went to UNC today and saw Dr. Varia. He gave me a pelvic exam. I still have cancer, and there's no way of getting rid of it. He says that he will contact Dr. Gehrig to see if she wants to start any kind of chemo to hold back the growth of cancer. I know she told me before that the chemo was doing no good. As far as I know what she meant was, it wasn't getting rid of the cancer. Maybe, just maybe she'll be willing to do chemo to slow down the spread of the cancer, or God willing even stop the growth. I know it's not the best news I could have given, but it's the only news there is the tell. Now, I'll take some time to let this settle in. And of course a lot of prayers. But you know, I'm not praying for a healing. I'm praying for God's will to be done. And I'm praying for God to let me except things the way they are. And for God to give me the strength and courage that I need. Because as I said in my log the other day, That kind of strength can only can come from God.
2 Corinthians 12:9
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Until next time, Willard and I wish you health and happiness, God bless and God save.